Hari ini gue nemenin temen gue spa, di sana banyak majalah yang disediain buat para pelanggan untuk baca-baca selagi menunggu. Gue nemuin dua majalah (sayang gue ga inget apa nama majalahnya) berisi tentang arts. Dari salah satunya, gue menemukan 4 buah puisi yang "menggelitik" gue. Here they are...
At times I feel like I locked myself in a curse,
From which I cannot break free from.
Is misery and discontent bound to shadow me,
To the point that my heart can't speak the words unspoken.
Not because it has been oppressed,
Not because it has been saddened,
But because it has forgotten what it's like to live.
You say I'm desensitised,
You look at me like I'm compromised,
You say my words have gone astray,
As if you've never partied under the devil's gaze;
You say I walk in delusion and shame,
So what if I break the rules of you righteous game?
For everyday I fight for freedom and truth,
And frankly my dear, that makes me better than you.
Who am I, but a reflection of your desires?
Who am I, but a vessel of your insecurities?
Who am I, but a shell for your lost soul?
Who am I?
Have you tried looking in your eyes?
Joy is watered by tears...
Sunshine is watered by rain...
Love finds a path amidst a field of pain.
Life only lives in between these breaths of death,
Till every fragile moment is forgotten, forgiven
And sin is laid to rest...
Gue ga bisa menjelaskan apa yang di pikiran gue setelah baca semua itu, tapi yang jelas semuanya meaningful buat gue.
Well, feel free to give any comments or speak out your thoughts after reading these =)
